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Writer's pictureEmilee Henriquez

From Self-Hate to Self-Love: My Journey as a Therapist

By Emilee Henriquez, LCMHC, Therapist and Advocate for Self-Love


As a therapist, I have spent years helping others navigate their emotional landscapes, yet there was a time when I believed that self-love was an elusive goal I would never achieve. It's wild how much can change when you start leaning into your discomfort, challenge your self-hate patterns, and embrace yourself. Today, I want to share my journey with you, in hopes that it inspires your own path towards self-love.


Embracing Discomfort: The First Step Towards Self-Love

For many of us, discomfort is something to be avoided at all costs. It’s natural to want to stay within our comfort zones, but growth happens when we lean into our discomfort. For me, this meant facing my deepest fears and insecurities head-on.


Embracing discomfort involves:

  • Acknowledging and accepting painful emotions rather than suppressing them.

  • Allowing yourself to sit with feelings of inadequacy or fear without immediately trying to fix or escape them.

  • Recognizing that discomfort is a part of the healing process, not a sign of failure.

By leaning into my discomfort, I began to understand the roots of my self-hate and started to dismantle the walls I had built around my heart.


Challenging Self-Hate Patterns

Self-hate patterns can be deeply ingrained, often formed in response to past traumas, negative experiences, or societal pressures. Challenging these patterns requires intentional effort and a willingness to change the narrative we tell ourselves.


Steps to challenge self-hate patterns:

  1. Identify Negative Self-Talk: Pay attention to the negative thoughts and beliefs you have about yourself. Write them down if necessary.

  2. Question Their Validity: Ask yourself if these thoughts are based on facts or if they are distorted perceptions. Often, self-hate is rooted in unrealistic expectations and harsh judgments.

  3. Replace with Compassionate Thoughts: Develop a practice of speaking to yourself with kindness and compassion. When a negative thought arises, counter it with a positive affirmation or a reminder of your strengths.

  4. Seek Support: Therapy, support groups, or talking to trusted friends can provide valuable perspectives and encouragement as you work to change self-hate patterns.


By consistently challenging my self-hate patterns, I began to see myself in a new light—one that was more forgiving and compassionate.


The Power of Embracing Yourself

Embracing yourself means accepting all parts of who you are—the good, the bad, and the ugly. It’s about recognizing your inherent worth and treating yourself with the same love and respect you would offer to a dear friend.


Ways to embrace yourself:

  • Practice Self-Compassion: Be gentle with yourself when you make mistakes or face setbacks. Understand that imperfection is a part of being human.

  • Celebrate Your Strengths: Acknowledge and celebrate your accomplishments, no matter how small. Reflect on the qualities that make you unique and valuable.

  • Set Healthy Boundaries: Protect your well-being by setting boundaries that honor your needs and limits. This includes saying no to things that drain your energy or harm your mental health.

  • Engage in Self-Care: Prioritize activities that nurture your body, mind, and soul. This could be anything from taking a walk in nature to practicing mindfulness or enjoying a hobby.


As I learned to embrace myself, I discovered a wellspring of love and acceptance within. This shift didn’t happen overnight, but with patience and persistence, it became my new reality.


My Message to You

If you’re struggling with self-love, know that you are not alone. The journey to self-love is not always easy, but it is profoundly rewarding. By leaning into your discomfort, challenging your self-hate patterns, and embracing yourself, you can transform your relationship with yourself in ways you never thought possible.


Remember: You are worthy of love and acceptance, just as you are. The path to self-love begins with a single step—choosing to treat yourself with kindness and compassion. Trust the process, and know that you have the power to create a life filled with self-love and joy.

In conclusion, I want to leave you with this: I’m a therapist and I thought I would never achieve self-love. It’s wild how much can change when you start leaning into your discomfort, challenge your self-hate patterns, and embrace yourself.


Embrace your journey, trust in your resilience, and know that you are deserving of all the love and happiness that life has to offer.




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